OK, so I chose not to travel to Oklahoma this weekend. I was unable to sleep as I fought with myself about a decision. I can understand why the Bible discourages being doubled minded. I assume this means having such contradictory thoughts about a single thing that it can only be described as having two minds. Man, the energy it takes to navigate from one mind to the other. Sometimes you get lost...and are just feeling around in the dark, bumping into a string of unrelated, distracting and consuming thoughts. How could I sleep? One mind wanted to give some relief to the eyes that burned while the other mind wanted to continue to write and rewrite the list of prod and cons.
Don't get me wrong. I yearn for the days I get to; wake up at 4am in order to arrive to the airport for my 6am flight that is delayed until 10am; fly from here to Utah to Sacramento in order to get to L.A.; sit in the middle seat after looking forward to sleeping on the flight; realize I should have grabbed something to eat because they don't feed you on flights any more.
Even with all of these wonderful things to look forward to (boy I love to travel)I still had to weigh the most important question of all. Do I want to use my frequent flyer miles on a ticket to Oklahoma? All I can say is I slept very well last night after making the decision to stay....
But, I'm not crazy...smile....There will be three of my artists' there (two flew out today) and my partner from California...just in case.
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